Friday, April 9, 2010

So Scared....

Well I know I'm not to blame but I feel more than a little responsible for the issues my Jaysin is having right now. I'm scared that the reason his mother wants him home tonight is to tell him he's no longer welcome in her house... No matter what happens though we are going over to Brian's later to get blazed and smashed... We'll need it I'm sure...

Monday, April 5, 2010

I hate myself

I will twist, turn, jump though hoops, and do anything just to be with him for a little bit longer.. Why can't I just take what I can get instead of trying anything and everything.